~*~.Kendra's Journal.~*~

location: .Dustyn's house.

mood: .Me bored.

music: .None {talkin' on the phone}.

Heya everyone, x].
I hope everybody is doin' okay, ^_^.
Right now I'm doin' alright, just realizing I'm going to be totally and utterly bored today, xP.

Anywhoozles, I shall tell you about my vacay.. Whilst is may be boring I shall still tell you about it, xP. So, haha! xD
...{Onward w/ the vacay Kendra, onward!}...

Well, let me see.. We{meaning me & Dustyn} left around 11 something in the morning considering we had a bunch of running around to do.. We had to go to this body shop to get something out of my mom's car {we had trouble finding it.. If it tells you anything we passed right by it 3 times w/o realizing it, lol}, then we went to my apartment so I could leave my kitties enough food & water for about 2-3 days, then I fed the turtles as well, & then I cleaned up the house a little, had to make a venture up to the rental office and get some leasing issues worked out {which they still aren't totally worked out}, finally we went to pick something up to eat on the way{I think.. I forget if we did or not, lol}, and then we were finally on our way to my mom's house up in Christiansburg {about 30 minutes away for those of you who don't know where that is, xP}. We got up there around 1:30-ish and my mom and them were still not done getting ready.. Figures, lol. My mom always fusses @ me for not being ready & there on time, =P. Anywhoozles, we finally all got cramped into my mom's rental car.. Oy! Talk about a tight squeeze... 2 adults in the front, 2 in the back{me & Dustyn & then Lexi in the middle, xP}. I felt like my thigh was going to fall off from lack of circulation, lol. Now, its just a measly little bruise, xP. Anyways! {sorry I rambel too much, I apologize, xP}. Let me just put it this way.. if Dustyn didn't have GPS on his phone we would have been doomed! I say that with all sincerity, lol. It took us like 3 hours to get down there{to Archdale, NC incase you were wondering} when it was only supposed to take 2 hours and 20 minutes, xP. Anyways, I was relieved when we finally got there, but naturally we only stayed there long enough to check-in{my mom switched rooms on us so she and her hubby could have the room w/ the king-sized bed and made me, Dustyn, and Lexi sleep in the room w/ the 2 double beds, xP}, and then we got all settled into our rooms and then watched TV for maybe a half-hour and then we had to leave b/c some1 wanted dinner, xP. Y'know.. You would figure in a place that has so many freakin' hotels they would've spent more money putting restaurants worth eating at instead of Burger King, Taco Bell and Bojangles, lmao, XD. So, we drove all the way to Asheboro{about 20 or so miles away from Archdale} to find something to eat for dinner.. Well, what a waste of gas that was.. Nothing on that freakin' street either, lol. We just compromised and ate at this place called 'David's'..Even though.. keep in mind Dustyn was tryin' to find some place nicer for us to eat b/c my mom wanted to have a nice dinner since it WAS her & her hubby's 1 yr. anniversary.. He found a street that was a couple miles over, but they didn't wanna drive anymore, so, thats where we ate.. Needless, to say.. it was alright. Although, I wish I didn't order what I did, lol. Now, I know I do not like chicken primevra {well, from there anyways}. I did like the scoop of chocolate ice cream that I got however, lol. Anyways, after we finished eatin' it was time to venture back to the hotel; unfortunately, lol. Once, we got back we were planning on taking Lexi to the pool, but figures that the pool was closed b/c of the rain causing some issues w/ the PH in the water.. Imagine how long she was crying for.. Made me feel bad that they closed the damned thing.. Meanie peoples! xP
Anyways, for the rest of the night we just sat in our room watched TV, I got Lexi ready for bed, read her a couple of bedtime stories & then off to sleep she went, but god knows me and Dustyn were far from tired, lol.. We really just wanted to go somewhere, but were trapped b/c we didn't have a CAR! x_x OY! So, we just entertained ourselves by trying to get the internet to work, but it wouldn't regardless of how much you tried and watchin' TV until we fell asleep from boredom, xP. Its a good thing we finally fell asleep too, b/c let me tell ya my mom expected us to be up & ready by 9am the next mornin'.. Although I didn't find this out until it was like a quarter till 10am. After we all ate breakfast and got ready we left for the Asheboro Zoo {keep in mind throughout this part of the blog that this is supposed to be the NC ZOO, okay? xP} It took us about a good 20 minutes to get to the zoo and once we did we paid the 10 bucks per person to get in and then well.. we started lookin' around @ all of the animals, xP. That is what ya do in a zoo, y'know? lol. Anyways, they have 2 continents within the zoo for their animals; Africa & North America; we went to Africa first thinkin' there are more exciting animals in Africa, xP.
The pathway was about 2 miles long, but since we backtracked a couple of times.. make it 3 miles long for us.. I swear by this point already Kendra was about to collapse.. Little did I know we had like 3 more miles to walk on the other pathway... I'm just glad we stopped to look in the gift shops{I spent like 50 bucks in the 2nd gift shop I had gone into} & to eat a little something{I just had a bag of chips & some dippin' dots}.. b/c afterwards was just a little downhill from there.. Every1 was just pissin' each other off to say the least.. Onward w/ the trip however.. So, we finally went over to see the animals at the North America part.. Well, let me just ask this.. WHERE THE HELL WERE ALL OF THE DAMNED ANIMALS AT? LOL. This guy that worked there said since they've all been fed already they are probably taking their afternoon nap.. So, what a waste of money for that side of the zoo anyways.. I'd say Africa had way, way more things to look @ even though some animals were sleeping, but nowhere near as many. Altogether, we got to see an elephant, rhinos, antelope, lots & lots of ducks {on both sides of the zoo =P}, a couple of gorillas, babboons, birdies, poisonous dart frogs, pink flamingos, alligators, turtles, more birds, some exotic plants, snakes, sea lions, seals, a polar bear, an artic fox, some fish, more froggies, a bald eagle {he was hit by a car.. permanently grounded if that tells you the significance of the damage done.. poor bird, x[}, puffins, some other water birds =P, zebras, giraffes, ostriches, there were supposed to be lions but we didn't get to see anything {figures the animal I want to see is sleeping away in their den}, also.. they didn't have any tigers! {WTH?! O.O}.. anyways, I think I named all of the animals we did see, lol. I don't really recall seeing any others.. either that or I'm just having a brainfart, xP. So, overall we did see a lot of animals, but there were a lot of animals that I would've loved to see, but didn't get to see, x[. Poopieheads they be for sleeping! xP
We figured we walked around a grand total of 5 miles or so.. Boy.. were my feet killin' me by the time we got to finally sit down in the car & go get something to eat for dinner. So, we went to this place called 'Sagebrush Steakhouse'. Well, can you guess what kind of food they served? lol.. Oh, and remember that road Dustyn was mentioning that we should've went to the day before? Well, that was the road we found this on.. Go figure, lol. The dinner was good minus Lexi being a butthead to every1, xP and them getting my steak wrong twice in a row, lol, but I just ate it the 2nd time, b/c both times the steak was a little to rare for my liking, xP. Anywhoozles.. we had a moron for a waitress.. Anything you told her she messed up and didn't care that she did so, x_x. She also charged the bigger amount on my card instead of taking the cash for my mom's, her hubby's and Lexi's order.. I paid 46 bucks and I wasn't too happy, but eh, at least I had the money on my card, lmao. Can't do anything about it now, xP. Okay, so after we left we made our way back to the hotel and then finally got a chance to take Lexi swimming.. Well, she got to go swimming for maybe about 10 minutes and then pooped in her swimming suit.. and then I had to give her a bath and take her back out to the pool and she was all upset b/c about 15 minutes later every1 else that was in the pool wanted to get out of the pool b/c they were too cold.. I would've swam out there w/ her if I had a bathing suit, but didn't.. So, naturally I felt bad again for that. After about 10 minutes of her fussin' she calmed down & then we went back inside to get ready for bed since we had to wake up at 7 in the morn, x_X. After I got Lexi ready for bed and read her, her books she went to sleep and then me and Dustyn were bored.. Yet again, lol. He got hungry and wanted to walk somewhere so he walked to the gas station right next to the hotel since we were practically living off of rice cakes, lol. Anywhoozles, he got some cheeseburger thingy and I got some white cheddar popcorn to munch on.. Other than that we just watched TV until we grew tired again and just went to sleep.. After I woke up and finally got out of the bed around 8am, lol.. I took a shower and got ready and then Dustyn and Lexi were ready by the time I had gotten out of the shower.. So, I just went to get every1 a little bite to eat from where they were serving it in the hotel. After we ate I had to like triple check to make sure we didn't forget anything, b/c yeah.. thats a long way to go get something you forgot, lol. We checked out of the hotel around 9:30 or so and then stopped to get some gas before venturing back home.. Its funny how the trip back home only took 2 and a half hours, eh? lol, xD. Anywhoozles, that still meant me and Dustyn had to drive back to Roanoke from Christiansburg.. so, we just listened to music in the car and once we got back to Roanoke we went to get a little something to eat and then once we got home he had to get ready for work and well, thats that, xP. Thats the end of the vacay, xP.. What a lovely, lovely vacay, eh? xP

And yes, I am finally done blabbing, lol. I've probably done enough blabbing for a couple of weeks, lmao, xD.
Anywhoozles, I hope every1 has a good day/night & I'm sorry to bore ya w/ my little vacay, but I wanted to write about it anyway, xP. So, hahahaha! Hey! Wake up! I know it was boring, but dang.. Was it really that boring? lol. Its probably a lot more boring to read than to actually experience I'm sure, lol.. Although I'm not too sure, lmao, xD.
Okay, okay I'll leave ya be.. I gotta go check my e-mail anyways, xP.
So, take care every1!
To.odles.

~*.Kendra.*~

{I was going to leave the font in impact 14, but it too up too much room, so, I switched it to Georgia 12 font, xP. Hey! I spared ya about another half-a-page, xP. Okay, okay I'm leavin' I'm leavin', xP. Byes guys! Have a good 1.}

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Posted at 05:47 pm | Link | Leave a comment | Add to Memories | Tell a Friend

location: .Dustyn's house.

mood: .Sleepy.

music: .None {Watchin' The Nanny}.

Which is harder, telling someone you love them or that you don't?
Telling someone that you don't.. [[ I find it could go either way, but it just depends on the situation if anything ]].

-Who was the first person you talked to today?
Dustyn, xP.

-Last person who hugged you?
Lexi, =].

-Is there someone that you believe you will always be attached to?
Yes.

-How many windows are open on your computer?
Just 1.

-What are you doing after this?
Watching The Nanny and possibly going to my house to collect rent money.

-Where did you buy the shirt you are wearing?
I didn't buy it, its my b/f's tye-dye shirt that his mom gave him a long time ago, xP.

-Are you a loud person?
Can be, but usually, no.

-Did you go to sleep last night smiling?
I don't think I did, lol, xP.

-How's your mood?
Tired, x_X.

-What's your current problem?
Just being bored and tired and missing my baby, xP.

-If someone liked you, would you want them to tell you?
Yes.

-Baseball or football?
Football.

-Will you be in a relationship in four months?
I hope so, yes, =].

-Have you ever cried in front of a friend?
Yes.

-Was middle school a bad experience for you?
I actually find that it was a better experience for me more so than high school was.

-Are you cold, warm or just right at the moment?
Just right, =].

-Are you mad/frustrated at anyone right now?
Frustrated with, yes.

-Do you take any medication on a daily basis?
Yeah..

-Have you ever faked sick?
Yes.

-Anything good happening tomorrow?
Not that I'm aware of, xP.

-Do you ever ride those unreliable rides at summer fairs?
Yeah, I do, xP.

-If I could go through your computer right now, what would I find?
Music, pictures, games, etc. Nothing exciting, xP.

-Do you still eat at McDonald's?
On a rare occasion.

-How much money do you make at your job?
$6.65.. =..

-What's the last truck you rode in?
Dustyn's mom's rental truck, xP. I do believe it was a dodge ram, but I'm not quite sure.

-If you could listen to one song for the rest of your life, what would it be?
'My Beautiful Rescue'-By: This Providence.

-Any new cell phones that you wish you had?
Yeah, but I'm content with the 1 that I do have, =].

-If your favorite candy fell in a mud puddle, would you eat it?
No, I don't like sour skittles that much, lol.

-Would you ever try out for American Idol?
No thanks, xP.

-Did you vote for Obama?
Yes, xP.

-Can money buy happiness?
Temporary happiness, but not permanently, no.

-Is there someone who continuously lets you down?
Used to be, yes.

-Where did you get the pants you are wearing from?
From the community college that I'm attending, xP.

-Where is your best friend right now?
Probably at her house, xP.

-Do you find smoking unattractive?
Yes and no.

-Do you listen to rap/hip-hop?
Not my thing really, but I do on occasion.

-Have your parents ever searched your room or personal belongings?
Yes.

-Ever been suspended?
No.

-Have any plans for the summer?
Not really, no.

-Have your parents ever caught you drinking?
Yes, my mom has.

-Single?
Nope, <3.

-Can you honestly say that you're okay right now?
Yes, =].

-Three days from now will you be in a relationship?
Yes, x].

-Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?
Yes.

-What is the shortest time you can take getting ready in the morning?
10 minutes.

-Listen to Miley Cyrus for 3 hours straight or go skydiving?
Skydiving please.

-Have you ever fallen asleep in someone's arms?
Yes, =].

-Do you find it difficult to sleep on your stomach?
Right now & for the next several months, yes, xP.

-Would you like to put last night on repeat, and live it forever?
No, but can I do that for the night before last? lol.

-Has anyone told you they loved you in the last week?
Yes, <3.

-Do you miss someone right now?
Yes.

-Last time you were on the phone?
About an hr. or so ago.

-Who was the last person that you held hands with?
Dustyn; my b/f, xP.

-What's the longest you've ever talked on the phone?
Probably around 13-14 hours.

-Are your lips chapped?
Nope.

-What's your favorite season?
Fall.

-What are you listening to?
The TV; The Nanny to be exact.

-Do you have a best friend?
Yeppers, =].

-Are you happy?
Yeah, just more so tired at the moment.

-Has anyone ever sang to you?
Yes.

-Do you talk to the person you fell hardest for?
Yes, b/c I'm dating them, xP.

-Do you wish you were somewhere else right now?
No, I'm fine where I am, =].

-What’s the worst way to say I love you?
Thats pretty hard for any 1 person to determine..

-Where is your mom right now?
Sleeping at her house.

-What are you doing tomorrow?
Watching Lexi and probably just lounging around the house; a lot like today to be honest..

-Who has the same phone as you?
No one that I know.

-Is there anyone you know that deserves to get punched?.
Yes.. x_x

-Who was the last person to cook for you?
Dustyn's mom; she made us spaghetti, ^_^. Yummers!

-Are you dating the very last person you kissed?
Yes, <3.

-Will you talk to someone on the phone tonight?
Most likely, no.

-Are you anyone's first love?
No.

-Whats your favorite candy?
Sour skittles.

-Made any new regrets this year?
Nope.

-Think a lot before you fall asleep?
Usually, yes.

-Are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants, or pajama pants?
Sweatpants.

-When was the last time you gave your number to someone?
I don't remember, but I know it was my friend Gabbie; at least I think it was.. I'm not sure, lol.

[[Well, looks like the survey is over.. So, off to watch TV I go, xP. To.odles]].

~*.Kendra.*~

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Posted at 11:33 pm | Link | Leave a comment | Add to Memories | Tell a Friend

location: .Dustyn's house {same as always, xP}.

mood: .Sweepy..zZzZz.

music: .None {watchin' Ren & Stimpy}.

Heya everyone, =].
What's up?
Not much over here, just watchin' UFC 99 Countdown: Franklin vs. Silva. And may I add the guys on there are freakin' brutal, o.O. However, they are awesome nonetheless, ;].
Anywhoozles, I really just wanted to write in here for some strange reason, xP...
[[Rambling continued down below, =P]]...

Well, I wanted to share with everyone that my mother and I have finally talked about the whole me being pregnant thing and honestly I am happy to say that she didn't make me feel bad like I thought she would. She was actually comforting for me to talk to. See.. I'm not really used to being able to talk to my parents about personal things b/c I'm so afraid of disappointing or failing them and thats honestly the last thing I want to do in my life.. I think I have done it enough for 1 lifetime and I can't thank my mom enough for being as understanding as she was. Overall, I just had a good conversation with her and I am just really happy about it now that its out in the open. All that is left is to talk to my dad.. That will be the real challenge.. just trust me on that.
[[While I'm sure my family alone will feel that I have made a mistake in getting pregnant as well as a few friends and foes I could honestly care less.. Regardless of how many children I have in my lifetime I can tell you one thing; they will be brought into a world of love and it will always be that way. I honestly just want people to understand that I know what consequences come with being pregnant and honestly I'm ready for them. I love the man I am with and I feel no regret about it. I feel that Evelan will be brought into a family that loves her, =]. I just hope one day my family, friends and foes can understand even if they don't want to. I know its a lot for me to ask, but it would just be a wonderful thing to happen. Anyone taking the time to try and look at things from someone else's point of view is actually trying to understand and that just makes it a lot easier on everyone instead of it being vice versa. Ok, ok I've rambled enough about that topic; sorries people. I just have a tendency to do that too much, xP.]]

Other than all of that.. I have just really been work, work, workin' and spending time with Dustyn, =]. I've been trying to take care of him since he had to go the Emergency Room the day before last[[if you want to be technical that is]] b/c he could barely breathe. He was diagnosed with Acute Bronchitis, x[. I just hope that his meds help him feel better soon and I will do anything I can to help as well, =]. I hope you feel better soon baby.

Well, I think I've rambled enough for 1 night.. or have I? lol. Did I mention that I can't wait for Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen to come out? Probably, lol. Ok, ok I'm going, xP.
Nighty night guys.

~*.Kendra.*~

-."Everything happens for a reason".-

-."Life brings us new things each and every day; some good, some bad".-

-."Try to understand where someone else is coming from before you judge them".-

-."A family that supports you just makes things a hell of a lot easier on everyone".-

-."My heart is as fragile as a rose in the snow".-

-."Wouldn't it be easier if everyone would try to understand?".-

-."Yesterday, today, tomorrow; every day that passes I love you more and more".-

{{Ok, ok I'm done with the random quotes, xP. Sorry guys}}.

*Logs off* =P

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Posted at 01:47 am | Link | Leave a comment | Add to Memories | Tell a Friend

location: .Dustyn's house.

mood: .Still awake, =P.

music: .None {Watchin' Family Guy still, xP}.

So, do ya like my new bg guys? Yeah, I know no one ever comments or really reads my blog, but I thought I'd ask anyways, lol.
I would say I'd like the layout better if it were blue instead of the green, but hey, green is my 2nd fav. color so its all good, xP.

Anywhoozles, I'ma go play The Sims now. So, laters guys, =P.

~*.Kendra.*~

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Posted at 03:40 am | Link | Leave a comment | Add to Memories | Tell a Friend

location: .Dustyn's house.

mood: .Still awake, xP.

music: .None {Still watchin' Family Guy}.

Do you still use a landline at home, or do you rely completely on your cell phone? View 502 Answers

I rely completely on my cell phone, but if and when I did have a land-line phone I'd use it. Its a long story as to why I don't have a land-line phone anymore, lol Anywhoozles, thats that I guess, xP. I like to ramble so I do apologize, =P.

~*.Kendra.*~

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Posted at 03:34 am | Link | Leave a comment | Add to Memories | Tell a Friend

location: .Dustyn's house; as always, xP.

mood: .Awake-ish.

music: .None {Watchin' Family Guy}.

L.O.V.E Created by lyndseygal and taken 15021 times on Bzoink
L is for the way you look at me...
The kind of person you're first attracted to.:	The kind that has a sense of humor and makes me feel like I can be myself.
Do you believe in love at first sight?:	Yes.
How do you show someone you're interested?:	Its easy.. I'm shy as hell around them, lol.
Is there such thing as a perfect relationship?:	No, there never has been nor will there ever be.
How do you know when someone thinks you're attractive?:	They'll let ya know by hitting on you or sending you signs that make it obvious at times.
How do you know 'it's right'?:	When you feel that it is right.. I don't know how else to explain it, but its a feeling that you just feel.
Could you date someone who has been only your friend for a long time?:	Its awkward, but I suppose.
What do you wear to attract the opposite sex?:	I don't wear anything to attract the opposite sex anymore, lol. I'm dating someone so I only wear things to attract him.. *cough, cough* XD.
What makes someone sexy?:	We all have something different that makes us sexy, do we not? =P
Are you uncomfortable staring in to someone's eyes who likes you?:	I wouldn't say uncomfortable, more so shy and embarrassed than anything.
Do you come across as confident, sexy, friendly, subtle, or innocent?:	Probably friendly, subtle and innocent, xP.
When someone catches your eye, do you try to make eye contact or avoid it?:	Sometimes I like to make eye contact other times I am extremely shy about it.. I'm weird, xP.
Your favorite colors of eyes in the opposite sex...:	Light brown, xP.
What makes you sexy?:	I have no idea, lmao. I don't find myself sexy so I have no clue.
O is for the only one I see...
Describe your signifcant other or crush.:	He is 5'6, has beautiful dark brown hair as well as beautiful brown eyes, a beautiful tan complexsion[sp?], etc.
When are you the most happy in a relationship?:	Whenever I'm with him to be perfectly honest.
Do you believe in soul mates? Have you found yours?:	Yes. I believe I have and I hope to god that I'm right.
How many people have broken your heart?:	...Lets not get into that, k? =\
Would you ever cheat or have you ever cheated?:	No.
Have you ever loved someone who didn't love you back?:	Yes.
Have you ever given someone your entire heart?:	Yes.
What kind of things do you do to show someone you are theirs?:	Hold their hand and let them know I'm not going anywhere, kiss them on the forehead, comfort them when they need someone, wipe away all of their tears, and be there through the thick and thin and never walk away.
Is there ever a 'happily ever after'?:	Yes. As long as love remains true it is a happy ever after in my book.
Do you want to grow old with someone or be single?:	I want to grow old with my boyfriend Dustyn, =].
Are you a hopeless romantic?:	Yes.
What's the most romantic thing anyone's ever done for you?:	When I was down in the dumps Dustyn went out and bought me this big stuffed animal just to see me smile. It was so thoughtful it made me cry and I told him I needed him and nothing else.
What are you like when you're in love?:	All lovey dovey, ^_^.
Describe your dream person.:	I already have my dream person therefore I have already described him to you, xP.
V is very, very extraordinary...
What has been the weirdest date you've ever been on?:	I've never really been on a 'date' to be perfectly honest.
And the very best?:	...
What's the most money a boyfriend or girlfriend has spent on you?:	Who cares? Money is not an issue in relationships for me, =\.
And the most you've spent on them?:	Probably around $330.. Why? Money doesn't matter.
Which one of your relationships was the shortest?:	2 months.
Which was the longest?:	3 years.
Are you friends with any of your exes?:	No.
Do you wish you were back together with any of your exes?:	Nope, never will either. They are exes for a reason after all.
Do you ever have dreams about your exes?:	No, more like nightmares.
If you want to get married, what age?:	I want to get married right now actually, but I will get married when my significant other is good and ready, =].
Are you open or closed because of past hurt?:	I try to be open, but I know I can be closed.. unintentionally due to past relationships.
What is your philosophy on love?:	I believe love holds a different meaning to everyone. To me.. Its just a special feeling that you have with and for 1 person that no one else can ever replace or change.
Who would you die for?:	Dustyn, my friends and my family.
Who do you secretly yearn for?:	I don't secretly yearn for anyone.
E is even more than anyone that you adore...
The reason you love your signficant other or crush.:	More than anything.
Would you change yourself for someone you loved?:	I have done that, but I realized someone who truly loves you would never make you change; they'd accept you the way you are.
Would you give up a dream for someone you loved?:	I have and I would do it again.
Would you quit a job for someone you loved?:	Yes.
The thing you love about relationships.:	Having someone you love around and feeling that wonderful feeling when you are around them, =].
The thing you love about being single.:	I don't love anything about being single honestly.
The person who's on your mind right now...:	Dustyn, <3. =] {Well, thats the survey for the day/night and now I'ma go play The Sims. Night all, xP}.
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Posted at 03:26 am | Link | Leave a comment | Add to Memories | Tell a Friend

location: .Dustyn's house; of course, =P.

mood: .Thirsty, thirsty, xP.

music: .None {playing a video game}.

Heya everyone, =].
Hope everyone is doing well, ^_^.
I am for the most part.

Anywhoozles, I wanted to tell you guys about the movie I went to go see last night; Angels & Demons, xD. Anyways, if you have not seen it.. Well, WHAT THE HECK ARE YOU WAITING FOR?! Its an awesome movie fyi and it has a couple sick twists to it, xP. You'll see what I mean if you do decide to go see it. Well, I really can't say more about the movie unless you want me to spoil it for ya.. and I don't want to do that b/c I have a really bad habit for doing so, lol.
So, onward to talking about my day today...

Well, I woke up around 10:45 or so this morning and then got ready so Dustyn could take me over to my house since he had to work 12-5 and I had to work 5-8(Yes, a crappy shift I know.. but hours are hours regardless of how crappy, xP). Anywhoozles, I got to my house around 11:40-ish and then just fed my kitties, gave them water, listened to my iPod for a few minutes and then took myself a little nap before I had to go to work. After I woke up I just ate a few crackers to tide myself over until I got off from work and then I got ready around 4:30-ish or so and Dustyn's mommy called me and I talked to her for a little while and was walking to work while doing so. I got to work around 5:10pm (yeah, 10 minutes late.. unfortunately, but it happens to me when I walk to work if anything). Anywhoozles, my day at work (even though it was only for 3 hours) was such a bad day... I kept tripping over things, running into things, messing up people's orders, pressing the wrong buttons on the cash register and on top of it all.. while I was walking to work a car came speeding by and sped right through a puddle.. and guess who got drenched? Yep... me, =[. That was probably the crappiest part of my day to be quite blunt. I was glad when work was over b/c that was the end of my clumsiness streak; for the day anyways. Anywhoozles, after work me & Dustyn went to go grab something to eat from Taco Bell and then stopped by Walgreens real quick before we went back to his house. After we got to his house his friend Jaime was here and he was playing rock band[[some really hard songs I might add. He rocks @ rock band, xP]] and after Jaime left Dustyn has been playing the new UFC game since {still is, lol} and all I have done is eat, check my e-mail, check my myspace (of course; as I usually do), then my youtube and then played a little bit of The original Sims game and now I am writing in my blog and drinking some Dr. Pepper, xP.
Okay, thats all of my day up until this very moment anyways, xP.

I bet you guys are like.. THANK GOD! She is finally done blabbing about nothing, lol. I'm sorry, xP. I ramble a little too much as you can tell, =P. I just like to write about stupid things sometimes, =P. Anywhoozles, I'ma try and find something to occupy myself with until I decide to go to bed, xP.
Take care everyone.
Nighty night *waves*.

~*.Kendra.*~

-."Everything happens for a reason," =].-

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location: .Dustyn's house.

mood: .Bored, so bored, =P.

music: .None {Watchin' TV}.

Put your ear to the speaker and choose love or sympathy. Created by mickey-mouse and taken 125 times on Bzoink
People say you learn something new every day, so what did you learn today?:	That the FC [[fuck cancer]] is a wonderful foundation to support.
If you could get your own house with 1 friend, who would you pick?:	Probably Danielle.
Which is worse, too-tight clothes or much too-loose clothes?:	Too tight.
Which do you prefer: french toast, bagels, pancakes, waffles, or cereal?:	Waffles! or French toast, xD.
Do you think you are more of a good or bad influence?:	Good.
Yes or no: eyebrow piercings?:	No[[I used to have 1 though, xP]].
Yes or no: thongs for men?:	No [[but hey, whatever floats your boat, xP]].
What is something that you are willing to fight for?:	Gay rights.
If you jump, can you touch the ceiling of the room you're in?:	Nope. I'm way, way too short for that, lol.
Do you know how to dance a waltz?:	Not that well, no.
When I say The Beatles, what is the first song that comes to mind?:	Twist and Shout.
If you had to be a teacher, what subject would you be able to teach best?:	Science or History.
Which do you think is worse: ear aches or tooth aches?:	Tooth aches.
How many different colors are you wearing right now? What are they?:	7. White, black, red, yellow, blue, black and silver.
In your opinion, what is the very worst type of weather?:	Scorching hot and way humid outside.
Do you look anything like your best friend(s)?:	My bestest friend? No, not really, xP.
You can only listen to 1 band for the rest of your life, who do you pick?:	Avenged Sevenfold, of course =P.
Are there any movies coming out that you're looking forward to? Which ones?:	Yes. Angels & Demons, UP, Terminator Salvation, Night at the museum: Fight of the Smithsoians[sp?], and Transformers Revenge Of The Fallen.
Do you like big or small cars better?:	I'm good w/ 1 in the middle somewhere, xP.
What is your favorite made up animal?:	Dragons, =].
Yes or no: Hawaiian pizza?:	No.
Yes or no: Coffee Ice cream?:	No.
Who is your all time favorite cartoon character?:	Scooby Doo or Cosmo.
What store do you get the majority of your shoes from?:	Wal*Mart.
What place, in your mind, is heaven on earth? How about hell on earth?:	Both are on earth in my personal opinion.
Do you think there is anything scary about midnight?:	Not really.
Can you snap with both of your hands?:	Yeppers, xP.
In your opinion what is the absolute worst house chore?:	Cleaning the bathrooms.
How young do you think is too young to get married?:	16.
Who do you think is the dumbest superhero? And the coolest?:	I don't really know who I think is the dumbest, but I can tell you I love Gambit {from x-men incase you didn't know}, xD.
Would you rather be a hair stylist or a clothes designer?:	Hair stylist.
What is something that you had to learn the hard way?:	Never trust way too easily..
If you could re-paint your bedroom, what color would you paint it?:	Blue.
What is something you're proud of yourself for?:	Graduating high school when I didn't think I would.
Which smiley face do you like better: =] or :):	=].
If you could go to any amusement park right now, which would you go to?:	Kings Diminion.
What is something that always gets you mad?:	When people diss on others for their own amusement.
Would you rather be 3 inches taller or shorter than you are now?:	3 inches taller, xP.
If you could have any wild animal as a pet, what would you pick?:	A tiger or a cheetah.
Which do you prefer: M&M's, Skittles, Milk Duds, or Reese's Pieces?:	Reeses Pieces! xD But I must admit I love sour skittles, xD.
Are there any foods that you think smell good, but taste bad?:	Yes, yes I do, lol.
Would you ever stay overnight at any of your neighbors houses?:	No.
Do you think it would be funner to play a hero or the villain in a movie?:	Villain, duh, xP.
What was the last new food you tried? Did you like it?:	Cheese-stuffed mushrooms. Somewhat.
If you had the last name of your favorite actor, what would your name be?:	Ledger, =P. {Well, that looks like the last question.. or is it? lol. Anywhoozles, I'ma go find another survey, xP}.
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location: .Dustyn's House.

mood: .Thankful & sleepy.

music: .None {Watchin' TV}.

Well, hey to every1 that is actually reading this, =].

I wanted to share some good news w/ you all.

I am now 5 months and 5 days pregnant and I just found out as of yesterday [[technically since its past midnight, xP]] and I'm having a baby girl, =].

Me and Dustyn were hoping for a baby boy, but you know what I'll love it regardless of what it is and I know he will too, x].

We already have a name picked out for our little girl as well, =]. Its going to be Evelan Gypsy-Rose Merideth [[since she is going to get his last name]]. I really wanted the name Chassidy, but he didn't like it so we decided to stick w/ 1 of his great grandmother's name and I found it pretty so I didn't object, lol, xP.

Anywhoozles, I just wanted to let everyone know, =].
I hope everyone has a good night and a good day tomorrow *hugs*.
Take care every1.
Nighty night.

~*.Kendra.*~

[[Her name means: *Evelan~ Life. *Gypsy~ Wanderer. *Rose~ A beautiful flower. *Merideth~ Sea Lord.. O.O.. Odd I never knew that 1, lol,  xD]].

-."Life brings us new things each and every day; some we expect, some we don't, but we learn to grow regardless".-

-."My best friend gave me the best advice; to live each day like it was my last".-

-."Genuine happiness is 1 of the best feelings that you could possibly feel during your lifetime".-

-."I will love you through thick and thin. I will love you through the good and the bad. I will love you regardless".-

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location: .Dustyn's house.

mood: .Exhausted, {x_x}.

music: .None.

Well, hey everyone. I know its 5 something in the morning, but I'm deciding to write anyways.. I apologize for my rambling in advance.

So, my friend Monica that moved in as of April 22nd has now been living with me for a good, solid month now and I have to say a few things have happened that I'm not quite fond of.. but its not something shes aware of since I don't like confrontation.
People have been smoking in my house and you can think of them smoking whatever you want.. and that is now against one of my house rules; no smoking in the house [[hence thats why I ask to please smoke out on the patio. I don't care what it is you are smoking just please do it outside]]. I was confronted about it by her.. She asked me since she paid half of the rent now.. if it was possible that she could just smoke in the back room since she sits at the window and does it.. Keep in mind I have the rules of my apartment posted next to the door for all to see and she has known me since I was 11 and knows damn well that I hate any form of smoke in my house. I just couldn't come out with it.. I just said 'you know I hate it'.. Dustyn was right when he told me that I hate confrontation and I wish I wasn't, but sometimes its so obvious I have very little backbone and right now that just seems too obvious. Anyways.. that hasn't been the only issue in my house; thats just a major 1.
Another is the fact that the door to where my cats' litter box is has been found closed a few times now and where else are they going to go to the bathroom? Anywhere they can obviously.. I spent a whole day on washing blankets amongst other things and I really don't think thats tolerable. I went to my apartment after I got off from work last night with Dustyn and we found the door closed and he was about to say something, but I begged him not to.. and I know he will say something eventually if I don't.. I'm just scared of conflict for some odd reason..
Another thing is her ex is over at the apartment a lot lately and its just weird b/c they are supposedly broken up and yet they don't really act like it and Dustyn has this thought about the whole damn thing being a set-up just so they could find a new place to live b/c things were getting too expensive for them at their old apartment.. But her ex is living with his mom.. I really don't know what is right and what is wrong right now. I have so many thoughts in my head that are conflicting with 1 another it is driving me up the damn wall.. .
Bottom line is I may not know what all goes down in my house, but I just wish she'd respect my house rules.. and thats all I ask.
Sometimes I just wish I had enough guts to say it to her face.. I can be mad about it, but then when it comes to confronting her about it I get scared and start to feel bad about saying it.. so, I end up not saying anything and keeping it all bottled up inside.
I fear me and Monica are nowhere near as good of buddies as we used to be and I'm starting to feel like theres no way it'll ever be the way it was even 3 years ago.. I miss my old best friend, but she disappeared.
Even if that may be so I know in the back of my mind somewhere that it'll eventually all get better. [[I just hope its sooner rather than later]].
-And if you read this Monica.. I'm sorry I couldn't confront you about all of this stuff, but I honestly don't like getting into confrontations with my friends and I really just hope one day we can see eye to eye about a lot of things. Once more, I apologize. I just have to say I don't feel that we can be anywhere near as close of friends as we used to be and it hurts me to say that b/c I really want us to be best buds again, but I don't really know that you do. You say you do, I just don't feel you do. I know you may not feel that I do either, but I do.. All I can say really is.. that I hope this all passes and things turn out for the best; for the both of us.-

Well guys, I'm done blabbing and I'm going to go get my laundry out of the dryer and then get my butt to bed.
So, take care every1 and once again I'm sorry for the rambling.. I really just needed to get the thoughts out of my head..
Night every1, =].

~*.Kendra.*~

-"The people who are in the past, are in the past for a reason. Just as the people who are in your present are there for a reason. Just as the people who will be in your future will be there for a reason. Everyone in your life has a reason as to why they were, are or will be there. Just always try to remember that".-

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location: .Dustyn's house.

mood: .Sleepy..zZzZz.

music: .None.

Yet ANOTHER.. You Guessed it.. LOVELY Survey. Created by lostnatalie78 and taken 491 times on Bzoink
Basics (;
What's your MYSPACE name?:	Avengedsevenfoldchick89.
What name do you go by? Is it the same as your given birth name?:	Kendra. Yes.
What gender are you?:	Female.
What's your sexuality?:	Straight.
How old are you?:	19 years young.
What year were you born in?:	1989.
What day of what month were you born?:	The first Tuesday of June.
A FEW Favorites.
Favorite color?:	Blue, green, black, silver, and red.
Favorite beverage?:	Dr. Pepper.
Favorite television show?:	Family Guy or Scrubs.
Favorite season?:	Fall.
Favorite wild animal?:	Cheetah.
Favorite domesticated animal?:	Dog.
A FEW Have-you-Evers..
Have you ever screamed in public?:	Yes.
Have you ever gotten in a fight, but forgotten what it was even about?:	No.
Have you ever wished someone was there to back you up in something?:	Yes..
Have you ever tanned all day?:	No, I don't fake-n-bake, =P. No offense to any1 who does, I just don't.
Have you ever drank equal parts of mustard and water? (1/2 and 1/2):	No.
Have you ever not been able to fall asleep because you were thinking a lot?:	So many times I've lost count..
Have you ever dreamed in black and white? Without sound?:	Yes.
A FEW Number Questions..
If your house was on fire, what ONE object would you HAVE to take?:	Fire hose.
Name TWO people who have saved your life, even if you're not friends now.:	Danielle and Dustyn.
If you were painting and could only use THREE colors, what they be?:	Blue, green and black.
Name FOUR things that have NEVER happened to you that you wish WOULD happen:	1.) Love myself as a person. 2.)Be true to myself. 3.)Be more outgoing. 4.)Be perfect for my lover/friends/family.
What color was your hair when you were FIVE?:	Light brown.
Astrology
What's yo' sign, bby?:	Gemini.
What's your horoscope for today?:	Way too long to fit into this box, lol. I'll give ya the short version: Broaden your horizons and look towards new ways of thinking and believing.
For the week?:	Way, way, way too much to fit into this 1 box, lol. Sorries, but I can't shorten that up, xP.
A FEW This or That
Pepsi or Coke?:	Coca-cola.
Dogs or cats?:	Dogs.
In yourself: Short or tall?:	Short.
In a potential mate: Shorter or taller than yourself?:	Taller than me.
Music or art?:	Music.
Give or receive?:	Give.
RANDOM! (:
Do you usually remember your dreams?:	No.
What stereotype do you most fall under?:	Loner.
Ever had to do a really crazy dare?:	Not really.
What's your relationship status? Happy with it?:	Taken and definitely, =].
Name something that frustrates you.:	The way I can't stand confrontation when I need to stand up for myself, but can't.. I get so angry at myself for that..=\
When is the last time you threw up?:	I'm going to say a month ago; it may be a little more or it may be a little less.. I don't write those kind of days down, lol.
If you could legalize marijuana, would you?:	I don't see why we shouldn't even though I hate drugs. Legalize it and tax it if you must, but why not? Its not harmful. Just my opinion.. and thats coming from someone who hates all drugs..
What're your thoughts on premarital sex?:	I feel that if you truly love someone it is okay to have sex.
What're your thoughts on abortion?:	I view it as something I could never do & feel it is a lot like murder, but then again I can look at it & say that women should have that right.
Interruption for a FEW Would You Rathers!
Would you rather snort half a shaker of pepper, or snort a bee?:	Snort half a shaker of pepper please, lol. No stinger for me, =P.
Would you rather have one superpower, or five million dollars?:	5 million smackaroo's, duh, lol.
Would you rather eat an entire lime or an entire lemon?:	An entire lime.
Would you rather be the most popular or have the best friends?:	Have the best friends.
Would you rather star in your own Disney show or Nickelodeon show?:	Nick show of course, xD.
Back to RANDOM! (:
You can push any ONE person off a cliff without getting caught. Who is it?:	One of my exes... I don't need to go into any further detail. Just trust me on that 1..
How many times do you laugh in any given day?:	I'd say it ranges from 5-10 times a day, xP.
Where do you keep school stuff over the summer?:	I'm not in school anymore, but usually it went in my room if anywhere, =P.
Ever been to the actual South Park?:	No.
Tilt your head to the right, close your eyes. What are you thinking of?:	Sleeping.
Is iced tea better than hot tea?:	To me, yes.
What's better.. married and unhappy or single and happy? (For life.):	Single and happy.
Are you into photography?:	Yes, but I admit I'm anywhere near the best at it, xP.
Ever had a significant other for more than a month?:	Yes.
A year?:	Yes.
If you could have any one talent, what would it be?:	To be double-jointed dude, xP.
Ever eaten a crayon?:	I don't recall if I have or not, lol.
Tap your feet. Are you wearing socks right now?:	Nope, but I tapped my feet anyways, xP.
Are there any movies you want to see?:	Yes; Transformers 2: Revenge Of The Fallen, Terminator Salvation, UP and I kind of want to see Star Trek.
Where do you want to be right now?:	In bed.
Ever kissed someone in a photo booth?:	Not that I recall, no.
When was the last time you were just chock full of teenage angst?:	Probably when I was 18, lol, =P.
Do you write in a diary/journal?:	Yes.
Do you have a sketchbook?:	Yes.
What is the last item you bought?:	Drinks.
What time is it RIGHT THIS SECOND?!:	4:41 in the A.M.
Describe something completely wonderful, but don't tell what it is.:	Feeling so secure, so warm and most of all loved.
What do you want to know about the future, if anything?:	Will Dustyn and I last and be happy about it?
Has a forward (email, phone, etc) ever scared you, even for a little while?:	Yes.
Do you have a tan?:	A little bit.
Do you like sleeping in?:	Yes, xD. Thats got my name written all over it.
What's the last thing you cried over?:	Just thinking stupid things.. It frustrated me to no end & I couldn't help but let a few tears run down my cheeks.
Do you believe in karma and/or luck?:	Karma.
What career would you really like to pursue?:	DNA Analysing or Meteorology.
If you could choose ANY class to take next semester, what would it be?:	Psychology.
Can you fall asleep with a television on?:	Yes, I actually prefer to.
Wiggle your toes. Are you proud of yourself in life?:	Sometimes.
Do you have any traditions as a family?:	Yes.
Do you own any aviators?:	Nope, but I want a pair.
What size finger do you have for rings?:	Depends.. What finger? lol. My ring-finger is a 9 and my pinky is a 7 I do believe.
Think back. Ever been to a Rainforest Cafe?:	Nope.
What was the best trip you've ever been on?:	When I went to Greensboro; just me & Dustyn, =].
When you're by yourself, do you sing and/or dance to music?:	Yes, xP.
How long does it take you to shower?:	20-30 minutes.
If you could redecorate your bedroom in any way, what would you do to it?:	I'd paint my walls, put up glow-n-the-dark stars and moons, get a new bed and rearrange the rest of the furniture left over.
Do you or have you ever acted dumb to try to get someone's attention?:	I know everyone has, so, yes, xP.
Describe your worst breakup.:	...Do I have to?... Its depressing... x_x
What do you do when vending machines steal your money?:	Kick it, lol.
What's your cellphone's ringtone?:	It depends on who is calling, xP.
Ever sat on a roof?:	Yes.
Stretch a little. Do you hold grudges?:	Not intentionally.. but I know I do on occasion.
Do you like tongue twisters?:	Yes, xP.
What is your all-time favorite rollercoaster?:	The Lochness Monster @ the Busch Gardens in Williamsburg, VA.
Do you believe in spontaneous combustion?:	I do, do you? lol =P.
Have you come up with names for your children? If so, what are they?:	Yes. Boy names: Aiden [[thats the only 1 so far]]. Girl names: Chassidy, Kisa, Akira, Cassidy, or possibly Kira.
What do you call the little plastic things on the ends of shoelaces?:	Thingy mabobbers, xP.
What's your favorite flavor? (For ANYTHING.):	Blue raspberry! xD
Would you eat a cubic inch of human flesh for money?:	No.
You're having a bad day.. Who do you want to talk to?:	Dustyn or Danielle.
What's something you find really annoying?:	People who always wake u up at the crack of dawn being loud.. MEANIES! lol, xP.
Do you want to be cremated or just buried?:	Its up to whomever runs my funeral.. Personally I'd like to be buried.
Do you shower daily?:	Every other day. [[Well, I'm off to bed. Goodnight all, =]].
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Questions that you like to answer Created by angellich and taken 8 times on Bzoink
Your...
Screen name?:	Its either a7xfangirl89 or a7xfangirl4life.
Nickname?:	Ken-Ken or Pancakes, xP.
Astrological sign?:	Gemini.
Asian Zodiac sign?:	The Dragon, =].{Chinese Zodiac}
School or College?:	College.
What's your major?:	Science.
Job?:	At Subway.. still, unfortunately, but meh, its a job I guess.
Hobbies?:	Brush up on my bass skills, go to the movies, draw, write, sing, dance, have fun, xP. I love to do anything thats fun, really.
Talents?:	I don't really have any that I'm aware of. Is being able to do a cartwheel on a balance beam a talent? lol.
Ambitions?:	I want to have a family, get married, have a house, and have the job of my dreams, =]. Dreams are nothing if you don't dream BIG, =].
Languages?:	English and partial Spanish.
Are you...
Nice?:	Most of the time, xP.
Friendly?:	Can be, xD.
Loyal?:	Yes.
Selfish?:	Everyone can be, but I must say I always try not to be.
Empathetic?:	Yes.
Noisy?:	Not usually, unless i'm hyper, xP.
Funny?:	I have my moments, I guess, =P.
Emotional?:	Yes.. unfortunately.
Bossy?:	No.
Stubborn?:	Very much so.
Dangerous?:	Nope.
Strong?:	Physically more so than mentally.
Fast?:	It what way are we referring?
Easily distracted?:	Yes, xP. I am Adhd after all, xP.
Your Love Life
Do you have a sweetie?:	Yes, ^_^.
What's his/her name?:	Dustyn.
How long have you been dating him/her?:	Almost 8 months {as of May 17th, x}.
How or where did you meet him/her?:	I met him on myspace at first & then we started talking on the phone & then we hung out for a little while & got to know each other & well, there you go, xP. So on & so forth.
How much do you love him/her?:	More then he or anyone else will ever be aware of, =].
Are you alike?:	Yes.
What�s the best thing about him/her?:	How loving & caring he is, =].
What�s the worst thing about him/her?:	He is very argumentative when he thinks he is right, but you know what, I see passed it, =].
Where do you see your relationship going?:	Hopefully, we'll get married in the nearby future, =]. <3
Your Circle of Friends...
Who�s your best friend?:	Danielle.
What do you love about him/her?:	How I can be myself around her more so then most other people.
What do you have in common?:	Mostly everything, xP. {We're so alike its creepy, =P}
How many friends do you have?:	If we are only counting real friends, I'd say 4 or 5.
Out of all of them, who�s the nicest?:	Lisa, =].
The coolest?:	Danielle.
The hottest?:	Dustyn, xD.
Which friend is the most similar to you?:	Danielle and Dustyn.
Did you ever have your heart broken?:	Yes.
If so, was it by a friend or lover?:	I've had it broken by both..
Your Favorite...
Color?:	Blue, green, black, silver and red.
Restaurant?:	El Rodeo.
Food?:	Mexican! xD
Drink?:	Dr. Pepper or Sweetened Iced Tea.
Candy?:	Sour skittles or Sour patch kids.
Book?:	The Harry Potter series.
Movie?:	The Dark Knight.
Movie that came out this year?:	Underworld: Rise Of The Lycans.
Video Game?:	Resident Evil 5 even though I haven't played it personally, but I have seen it being played.
Sport?:	Football.
Band?:	Avenged Sevenfold. <3
Song?:	'My Beautiful Rescue' [By: This Providence] and 'Betrayed' [By: Avenged Sevenfold].
Instrument?:	Bass Guitar, for some reason.
Animal?:	Cheetah.
Flower?:	Pansy.
Comfortable clothes?:	Band t-shirts, =].
Casual clothes?:	Jeans.
Dress/Formal-ish Clothes?:	Probably my prom dress from '07.
Shoes?:	My silver high heels from 2007 as well.
Do you prefer earrings, necklaces or bracelets?:	Earrings.
What�s your favorite stone?:	Sapphire.
Digging Deeper...
What�s the darkest thought you ever had?:	..Probably harming myself or another.. =[
Did you go through with it?:	No.
Have you ever wanted to hurt someone?:	Yes, unfortunately, but I did not ever act on that impulse.
Kill someone?:	...Unfortunately, I have wanted to, but I'd never be able to take another life.
Have you done drugs?:	I tried pot and I didn't like it. I don't know why, I just didn't. I guess to put it simply, drugs are not my thing & I don't need them, =]. I won't fault any1 for otherwise.
Smoked/drank before it was legal for you to?:	Yes.
Do you have someone you�d die for?:	Yes.
What's your biggest fear?:	Heights and heartbreak.
Did you ever want to kill yourself?:	Yes...
Do you believe in the afterlife?:	I believe in nirvana. Peace after life.
Heaven?:	Somewhat.
Hell?:	Yes.
Do you believe that some people deserve to be killed?:	..Yes.. but I could never be the 1 do so.
Weird and Random
List some things that you�re wearing right now::	My b/f's Pink Floyd t-shirt, under garments, xP, and my light blue zodiac pants.
What have you eaten today?:	A cup of ramen [chicken], strawberries, carrots, broccoli, southwestern ranch baked chips, a sub, and hardees this morning.. Wow, when I wrote it all out I felt like a pig.. x_x
What was your last thought?:	Why can I not sleep?
What are you listening to?:	The TV.
Have you ever tried to breathe through your mouth and nose at the same time:	Yes.
When was the last time you went shopping?:	Tonight, but it was grocery shopping, xP.
Where?:	Wal*Mart.
Do you own an egg beater?:	I don't personally, no.
Have you ever made meringue?:	No.
Is there something about you that seems contradictory with something else a:	Shame on you for not finishing your sentences, xP.
Do you have any strange pets?:	Nope, only 2 kitty cats, =].
Strange desires?:	Not really, xP.
Wrapping up...
What's most important in your life?:	My friends, family, my love, my pets, etc., =].
What's the best advice you ever received?:	Live each day like it was your last.
If you could have one wish come true, what would it be?:	To be the perfect lover and mother, =].
Fine, what's another one?:	To go back and change all of my mistakes..
What was the best point in your life?:	When I met Dustyn, =].
What was the worst?:	Probably when I realized I am on my own now without my parents & realizing how big & bad the world truly is.
What do you dream about?:	Pure and utter bliss, =].
If you were going to die in a week, what would you do?:	I'd make everything right with my enemies, friends and family. I'd make sure I spent every moment I could w/ Dustyn, my family and my friends. I would just do anything and everything I could possibly do.
What did you think of this survey?:	That it was true to the title; questions I don't mind answering, xP. [[Well, I am done for now. Love ya guys. Night]].
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location: .Dustyn's house.

mood: .Thankful.

music: .None. [[Watchin' TV]].

Grow your OWN personality Created by shestoohonest and taken 267 times on Bzoink
Do you like nighttime or daytime better?:	Night-time.
Did you see your bestfriend today?:	No.
Do you believe that highschool relationships ever make it?:	Yes, on a rare occasion.
Are you ears pierced more than once, if at all?:	They are just pierced once.
Have you ever gotten flowers from a significant other?:	Yes.
Do you think dances (prom, homecoming,etc) are fun or lame?:	I'm 50/50 on them..
Do you wear pants or skirts more often?:	Pants.
If you wear skirts, are you more likely to wear leggings, or go bare?:	If I wore skirts I'd probably wear leggings.
Do you drink tea? Hot or cold?:	Yes; cold.
Have you noticed that EVERYONE is 'bisexual' these days?:	Yes.. but I just see it as most people being bicurious instead of truly being bisexual.
Since when did sexual origins become fads??:	Probably since I was 14-16. [[3-5 years ago]].
Are you a vegatarian?:	No.
Do you like being single? Or rather be in a relationship?:	I rather be in a relationship, but I can handle being single.
Are you dependent on relationships to find happiness in your own life?:	No, but I think it does help some people.
Snazzy opinion section on hot button topics. Woo Woo.
Iraq war: fighting for freedom, or killing for oil?:	It started off as killing for oil.. Now I feel its more so fighting for freedom.
Abortion: murder, or a woman's right?:	I can fight either way. If it were me faced with that option I'd view it as murder.
Gay marriage: abomination of god, or love is love?:	Love is love regardless of your gender.
Illegal immigrants: taking our jobs, or escaping poverty?:	A lot of people view it as taking our jobs, but I more so see it as they are just trying to get away from the bad back home; so, escaping poverty.
Religion: live by it, or live without it?:	Live without it. If you live by it, cool, but I don't. I believe there is more to life than religion.
Randomesque.
Are you online 24/7?:	No.
Have you ever been dumped by a boyfriend/girlfriend?:	Yes.
Does it bother you when people never answer their cell phones?:	Depends on whom we are referring to exactly.
Do you have cable TV, satellite, or neither?:	Cable TV.
Are you wearing shoes?:	Not at the moment.
Have you ever painted? Do you like painting?:	Yes, and yes.
Everyone thinks they're a photographer. Do you like taking pictures?:	I like taking pictures, but I'm no photographer.
Do you have a brand of pop?:	Dr. Pepper.
What is your all-time favorite movie?:	The Dark Knight.
are you more of a country redneck, or city hippie?:	City hippie probably.
Not everyone can afford an iPod. Can you?:	I can't personally, no.
Are you a dog person or a cat person?:	I love all animals, but I like dogs more so, =].
Are you addicted to texting?:	No.
Do you text and drive? You know that's completely irrisponsible, right?:	Nope. I don't even have my license yet, but I think anything that takes your attention away from the road shouldn't be allowed.
What would happen if you found out you were pregnant?:	My parents would be disappointed in me and not talk to me for a long while.. and I'd feel like I failed them, but at the same time I'd be happy about bringing another life into this world, =].
Do you have a favorite aunt or uncle?:	Yes.
Do you prefer rock ballads or nitty gritty, heavy music?:	Rock ballads; I love hard rock, xP.
Are you old enough to have owned an original Gameboy Color?:	Yes.
Are you wearing anythin you've borrowed from a friend?:	Nope.
Out of all your friend, who is the most obnoxious?:	I don't really know about that 1.. I'd have to think about it *thinks* Still no idea, xP.
Which is more annoying: scene/emo kids, or snobby/preppy cheerleaders?:	Snobby/Preppy cheerleaders.
What''s the most expensive item of clothing you own?:	Probably a dress.
Whopper or BigMac?:	Whopper.
Do you even like fast food?:	Yes.
Are your nails painted at the moment? Iif so,what color?:	No.
Have you ever been cheated on?:	Yes.
What would happen if you found out you were being cheated on right now?:	I'd probably go dig a hole and rot somewhere.. Yeah, I know.. how depressing. Sorry guys.
What time is it?:	11:11pm; make 4 wishes, =].
Do you think dragons and faeries are gay or cool?:	Cool, =]. I like fantasy-like things.
Do you think saying "gay" is very insulting?:	To some, but not to myself personally.
When was the last time you played Hide n Seek?:	A couple months ago.
Do you file your nails or bite them off?:	Neither. I cut them.
Are you an outgoing person, or are you more reserved?:	I'm trying to be more outgoing, but I'd have to say at the moment I'm more so reserved.
Did you do anything exciting today?:	Not really.
You must lose either an arm or a leg. Which is it?:	Arm. [[Well, thats the last question & last survey for the night. So, take care every1 and I hope ya have a good night. Laters guys]].
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location: .Dustyn's house.

mood: .Worried.

music: .None.

Every Time That We're Together, I Get The Feeling That It's Never Been Better Created by rudieinsilks and taken 34 times on Bzoink
Do you like to write poetry?:	Yes, even though I'm not that great at it.
Do you keep a blog?:	I have a couple, but I actually write in them rarely.
Is there a blanket in the room you are in right now?:	Yes.
Do you like the color yellow?:	Its alright; its not 1 of my personal favorites however.
Do you like Cheez-Its or Cheese Nips better?:	Cheez-its, =].
Do you have a lamp with a pull cord instead of a switch?:	Nopers.
Are your ears pierced?:	Yes.
If so, were they pierced with a piercing gun, or with a sterile needle?:	Piercing gun.
Do you wear makeup regularly?:	No.
Did you eat cereal for breakfast today?:	Nope. I didn't wake up early enough to eat breakfast, xP.
Are you wearing green right now?:	Yes, my betty boop pajama pants.
Have you worn headphones at all today?:	Yes.
Where is your hairbrush?:	In the bathroom.
When was the last time you tripped over something?:	Yesterday.
Any obsessive-compulsive tendencies?:	Yes, with a couple things.
What was the last thing you laughed at?:	My 2 friends talking to each other in my comments on youtube.. Boy, are they perverts, lol.
What was your favorite game when you were a child?:	Pac-man or Sonic.
Have you eaten something today that was made from cheese?:	No, surprisingly.
What was the last cuss word you said out loud?:	Shit.
What other languages have you learned?:	Spanish.
Who was the last person you yelled at?:	I don't remember.
Why did you yell at them?:	I don't even remember who I yelled at.. much less why, lol.
Favorite type of apple?:	Granny Smith apples.
What was the last big realization you had?:	How hard life truly is after high school.
If you could get a tattoo right now, what would you get, and where?:	An a7x logo right above my right ankle.
What time did you wake up yesterday?:	No idea. 1 something maybe, xP.
Is it soda, pop, coke, or something else?:	I usually call it 'soda'.
Think about the last bird you saw. What kind of bird was it?:	Seagull.
Ever seen live horse racing?:	No.
How about live greyhound racing?:	Nope.
If you chould choose another planet to live on, which would it be?:	Pluto.
What's one thing, besides the obvious, that you couldn't live without?:	My boyfriend Dustyn/my family/friends.
Why do people give things up for Lent?:	Don't ask me, ask the people doing it, xP.
Have you ever touched a giraffe?:	Nope.
Why doesn't the US Army's digital camo pattern blend in with anything?:	No idea *shrugs*, =P.
What color was the last pair of socks you wore?:	Black and blue w/ penguins on them.
What sounds can you hear right now?:	The TV and my boyfriend & his roommate talking to 1 another.
Name ONE place you would like to visit someday.:	Hawaii.
When was the last time you rode a bicycle?:	Probably when I was 9 or so. I never truly learned how to, but I did try on my own considering my mother doesn't know how to ride a bike herself.
Think of the person you love who lives farthest away from you. Who is it?:	My best friend Danielle.
Where does that person live?:	Fresno, California.
When was the last time you went to visit him/her?:	I never have.. She's been here however; last year {June 2nd and 3rd to be exact}.
What is the closest plaid object to you?:	Probably the comforter in my boyfriend's bedroom.
What does your laundry detergent smell like?:	Lavendar.
When was the last time you had blood drawn?:	A couple weeks ago. [[Last question? Well, then take care all, xP. Laters]].
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location: .Dustyn's house.

mood: .I'm okay.

music: .None.

YoU! xD Created by animefreak13 and taken 34 times on Bzoink
The Basics
Name?:	Kendra.
Age?:	19.
DOB?:	June 6th, 1989.
Height?:	5 ft.
Shoe Size? xD:	9-10; depends on the shoe.
Hair Color?:	Medium brown w/ golden blonde highlights.
Eye Color?:	Blue.
Ooo...Preetty Eyez xD- Your Faves
Soft Drink:	Dr. Pepper.
Regular Drink:	Mr. Pibb.
Number:	7.
Color:	Blue.
Song:	'My Beautiful Rescue' [By: This Providence] and 'Betrayed' [By: Avenged Sevenfold].
Scent:	Moonlight Way.
Genre of Music:	Hard rock.
Band:	Avenged Sevenfold.
Singer:	M. Shadows.
Finger xD:	Middle, of course, lol. It IS called the "social" finger for a reason, xP.
I like that finger too =P - This or That?
White or Black?:	Black.
Up or Down?:	Down.
Left Or Right?:	Right.
Right-side-up or Upside Down?:	Upside down.
Cell or Digital Camera:	Digital.
Spaced Apart or Squished Together?:	Squished together.
Fingers or Toes?:	Fingers.
Laugh or Cry?:	Laugh.
Smile or Frown?:	Smile.
Loud or Quiet?:	Quiet.
Reading or...Video Games?:	Video games.
Light or Dark?:	Dark.
Singing Along With A Song or Just Listening?:	Singing along.
Zac Efron or Robert Pattinson? xD:	...Do I have to pick?... >.>
All Done =P:	Really? Already? Wow.. Mm k. Well, laters.
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location: .Dustyn's House.

mood: .Rockin'.

music: .Down With The Sickness-By: Disturbed.

Are You Who You Think You Are? (The Last 10 Years) Created by daizy62 and taken 682 times on Bzoink
You Opend It! Now You Have To Fill It Out!
10 Years Ago
How old were you?:	9 years old.
Where did you go to school?:	Green Valley Elementary.
Where did you live?:	In Roanoke, VA.
What was your favorite thing to do in your freetime?:	Playing with friends, =].
Had you had your first boyfriend/girlfriend?:	Yes, xP.
Had you had your heart broken?:	No. Ahh, the beauty of being young, =].
Who would you most likely be found hanging out with?:	My best friend Chelsea.
Did you have a crush?:	Yes.
Did you have any piercings?:	Yes, my ears.
Tattoos?:	No.
Did you have any children?:	No.
Did you have braces?:	Nope.
Wear contacts or glasses?:	No.
Had you ever broken a bone?:	No.
Been in a car wreck?:	Yes.
Did you smoke?:	No.
Did you drink?:	No.
Had anyone close to you died?:	Yes.
Did you have any pets?:	Yes, 1 cat.
5 Years Ago
How old were you?:	14 years old.
Where did you go to school?:	Salem High School.
Where did you live?:	Salem, VA.
What was your favorite thing to do in your freetime?:	Probably play my bass guitar.
Had you had your first boyfriend/girlfriend?:	Yes.
Had you had your first kiss?:	Yes.
Had you had your heart broken?:	Yes.
Who was your crush?:	This guy named Andy.
Who would you have been most likely found hanging out with?:	My best friend Monica.
Did you still have the same friends as 10 years ago?:	Not all of them, no, but some, yes.
Did you have any piercings?:	Yes, still just my ears.
Tattoos?:	No.
Did you have any children?:	Nope.
Did you have contacts/glasses?:	Yes.
Had you/Did you have braces?:	No.
Had you ever broken a bone?:	Yes.
Been in a car wreck?:	Yes.
Did you smoke?:	No.
Did you drink?:	No.
Had anyone close to you died?:	Yes.
Did you have any pets?:	Yes, 2 cats; Oreo & Spooky.
Did you have your driver's license?:	Nope.
Where was your favorite hang-out spot?:	Probably football games on Friday nights.
Did you go to homecoming/prom?:	Not that year, no.
If so, with who?:	No one.
2 Years Ago
How old were you?:	17 years old.
Where did you go to school?:	Salem High School.
Where did you live?:	Salem, VA.
What was your favorite thing to do in your freetime?:	Still play my bass guitar or listen to music.
Did you have a job?:	No.
If so, where?:	N/A.
Had you had your first boyfriend/girlfriend?:	Yes.
Had you had your first kiss?:	Yes.
Had you had your heart broken?:	Yes.
Who was your crush?:	No one b/c I had a boyfriend named Adam.
Who would you have been most likely found hanging out with?:	Still my best friend Monica.
Did you still have the same friends as 5 years ago?:	Pretty much, yes.
10 years ago?:	A couple, yes.
Did you have any piercings?:	Yes, still just my ears though, xP. I know I'm boring, sorries, xP.
Tattoos?:	Nope.
Did you have any children?:
Did you have contacts/glasses?:	Yes.
Did you have contacts/glasses?:	You just asked that goofball, xP.
Had you had/ Did you have braces?:	No.
Had you broken a bone?:	Yes.
Been in a car wreck?:	Yes.
Any piercings or tattoos?:	Yes.
Did you smoke or drink?:	Yes.
Had someone close to you died?:	Yes.
Did you have any pets?:	Yes, still my 2 cats.
Did you have your driver's license?:	No.
Where was your favorite hang-out spot?:	Probably the movies.
Did you go to homecoming/prom?:	Yes.
If so, with whom?:	My best friend Monica and her boyfriend.. I didn't really have my own date.. So, I just went with friends.
Did you graduate high school that year?:	No.
Did you have any children?:
Now
How old are you?:	19 years old.
Are you still in school?:	I'm in college now.
Where do you live?:	Salem, VA.
What do you like to do with your freetime?:	Listen to music, play video games, spend time w/ my boyfriend, pretty much anything fun, =].
Do you have a job, if so, where?:	Yes. At Subway.. Yeah, I know its a crappy job, but at least I have one, xP.
At this point, how many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had?:	4.
What is your current relationship status?:	Taken.
If you're single, do you have a crush?:	-----
Have you ever fallen in love?:	Yes.
Had your heart broken much?:	Yes..
Where do you like to hang out?:	Anywhere thats not work, xP.
And with whom?:	My boyfriend most likely.
Are you still friends with the people from 10 years ago?:	Only 1, but yes.
5 years ago?:	Only a couple.
2 years ago?:	Yes.
Do you wear contacts or glasses?:	Glasses, but its only on occasion.
Have you had/ or do you have braces?:	No.
How many piercings do you currently have?:	2.
Tattoos?:	None.
Do you smoke?:	No.
Or drink?:	No.
Have you broken a bone?:	Yes.
Had surgery?:	Yes.
Been in a car wreck?:	Yes.
Been arrested?:	No.
Gotten a speeding ticket?:	No.
Has anyone close to you passed away?:	Yes.
Do you have any pets?:	Yes, still my 2 old cats, xP.
What kind of car do you have?:	I don't have 1.
Do you have any children?:	1 and 1 the way.
Any plans to get married?:	Not yet.
What are you current goals?:	To find a better paying job and to obtain my Associate's Degree within the next year or so.
Future
Where do you see yourself in 2 years?:	Still in college, in a house w/ my boyfriend, having a family, etc.
In 5 years?:	Married, children, decent paying jobs, living in a nice house, etc.
In 10 years?:	Same as the 1 above only a way better job, xP.
Do you plan to get married?:	Yes.
Have children?:	Yes.
Will you have any more piercings or tattoos?:	Yes.
When do you expect to be done with school, if you are going?:	Since I'm trying to get my Master's Degree.. Probably in 2015 or so.
Do you plan to go to college, if you currently are not?:	I already am, so, yes, xP.
Where do you expect you'll be living?:	Somewhere around where I'm living now.. Or in North Carolina.. We'll see, xP.
Will you still have the same friends?:	I hope so. I love my friends regardless of what others think or say.
What kind of job do you hope to have?:	Meteorologist or a DNA Analyst.
Will you go to your high school reunions?:	I suppose so, xP.
Do you have any names picked out for future children?:	Yes.
What do you expect to have accomplished?:	I think I've pretty much stated that much already, xP. A better job, a nice house, a happy family, etc., etc., xP.
Do you expect you'll be happy?:	Yes, =].
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location: .Dustyn's house.

mood: .Sleepy.

music: .None. .[[Watchin' Adult Swim]].

Well, hey everybody.. Not that anyone really reads this but maybe 1 or 2 people.. Anywhoozles, I have finally decided to really start writing in a blog once more.. I find that it just feels good to write or to vent sometimes, but today is just a random blog to tell everyone whats going on in my life.

I have been having a rough past few months to be honest.. I have something that I need to get off of my chest, but honestly I don't know how to do so. My parents don't know, my boyfriend's parents don't know, his friends don't know.. but a select few do.. I know you are probably wondering what it is, but I'm not able to say b/c well some of my family is on my myspace and its just not something I want them to know quite yet. Honestly.. I guess what I'm trying to ask for is some suggestions about how to spill this major secret that people need to know and be aware of.
Apart from that problem things haven't really been that bad other than bills piling up 1 right on top of the other >.< So stressing it is when you don't have money flying out of your wallet, lol.
Well, me and my boyfriend Dustyn have just celebrated our 7 month anniversary and need I say that its been the most amazing 7 months with him by my side, =]. I can't wait until I'm able to say that we've been together for a year, two years, hell even five years.. you get the picture, xP. Sorries.. I blab too much, =P. Anywhoozles, need I elaborate on what a wonderful guy he is regardless of what others think? I think I will just because, =]. He makes me laugh whenever I'm down in the dumps, he is always there for me to talk to, he always tries to comfort me when something is wrong, he is just such a loving and caring person and I really don't know how the hell I ended up with him.. I mean he is such a better person then I will ever be, but I can't thank the heavens above enough for his presence in my life and I feel even more so thankful that he is the love of my life and I hope I get to share the rest of my days with him, =]. I know sometimes things may get rough and words may be said, but I just want him to know that I love him with every fiber of my being. I can't express my love for him enough.. Words just can't explain it, but then again they will never be able to. I love you baby, please always remember that.
Well, I think I've elaborated enough on that part, xP. Sorry if I bored you too death, but I loves my baby, so, you'll live, .
Well, other than that stuff nothing really has been going on besides work, work, work and more work . Needless to say that I am just glad I have a day off tomorrow, xP. Anywho, I think I've blabbed your ears off enough for one night.. So, I'll come back some other time and blab to you again, xP.
Nighty night guys, =] [[I'ma go to bed now, xP]]. Take care everyone.
To.odles *waves*.

~*.Kendra.*~

-."True love never has happy endings, because true love never ends".-

-."I look into your eyes and suddenly understand what true love really feels like".-

-."Everyday I am with you I just wish for every other day to be the same and for our love to only expand and to never die".-

-."I've seen love die way too many times when it deserved to be alive".-

-."Remember yesterday. Live today and dream tomorrow".-

-<3.I love you Dustyn, =]. Forever & Always.<3-

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I wanna live for love; wanna live for you and me. Created by t-love and taken 517 times on Bzoink
Do you show your emotions or do you have a poker face?:	I show my emotions. The only time I have a poker face is while playing poker, xP.
Are fairytales and happy endings something you believe in?:	I like to believe in fairytales and happy endings, but I realize they may not be realistic.
Do you tend to have good dreams or nightmares?:	I tend to have nightmares b/c I worry too much about things I shouldn't.. unfortunately. [[A fact in psychology: Our dreams are 80% negative]].
How often do you wear a fake smile?:	Usually at work since I work with customers all day, but other than that not often.
Do you learn from your mistakes or find yourself constantly repeating them?:	I try my best to learn from my mistakes.
Which is better: Cold or hot weather?:	I like cold weather more so to be honest.
Is photography something you enjoy?:	I enjoy taking pictures, yes, =]. Photography was 1 of my favorite classes personally.
When was the last time you had butterflies in your stomach?:	About an hour ago.
Do you have or plan on having children?:	One on the way.
What's the best flavor snowcone?:	I like blue raspberry, x]. Yum, yum.
When driving, are you a speed demon or do you drive like your grandmother?:	I don't drive, but probably when I start to drive I'll be a speed demon.
Is your self esteem high or low?:	Low.
Do you support war?:	No, but I do believe in the necessary actions.
Are you truly happy with your life?:	I am happy right now, =]. So, yes.
How often do you cry?:	Not that often.
Have you ever met someone who just had you at hello?:	Yes, my boyfriend Dustyn, x].
Have you ever completely turned your back on someone?:	No.
Have you ever written poetry?:	Yes.
Do you think life is easier when you're young or older?:	Younger.
Do you have any addictions?:	Besides music, no, xP.
When was the last time you just layed and looked at the stars?:	Its been awhile.. I can't even remember, but that sounds like a great thing for me to do tomorrow night, =].
What song reminds you of an ex?:	Lips Of Deceit.
What color eyeliner do you prefer?:	Black.
What is one thing you will not tolerate in a relationship?:	Cheating, lying, and abuse [[physical and emotional]].
Have you ever been so hurt that you felt completely numb emotionally?:	Yes.. unfortunately..
If given the chance to do anything, what would it be?:	To go back and change the mistakes I made.
Do you like the band Rise Against?:	I can tolerate them, yes, xP.
When was the last time you showered?:	This morning.
Have you ever went back to an ex, only to be hurt all over again?:	Yes.
Write a random lyric.:	Sleep the night away and dream, dream of the way you wish life to be.
Are you secretly fighting a battle with something/someone?:	No.
How many times have you been in love?:	Twice.
Are you the type of person who always needs to be in a relationship?:	No, but I love the one I'm in now, =].
Are you generally a happy person or a depressed person?:	I used to be a majorly depressed person, but now, I'd say I've changed and become a happier person in general.
Do you think there is a fine line between love and hate?:	Yes.
What is your biggest weakness?:	Believing whats not real and caring too much.
Where is the person you love the most right now?:	On the couch, asleep.
Do you think you're a strong or weak person?:	Borderline personally. I wouldn't declare myself weak b/c that means I would've given up by now, but I haven't and I'm not majorly strong b/c little things hurt. So, thats why I say borderline.
Have you ever ridden on the back of a garbage truck?:	No.
How much have you changed in the past three months?:	Not that much, xP.
Which is better: a lie or the truth?:	The truth is always better regardless of how cold it may be.
Have you ever been miserable, yet happy at the same time?:	Yes.
Do you think everyone is beautiful?:	In their own special way, yes, but sometimes its hard to see.
Do you believe that all members of the opposite sex are basically the same?:	No.
When was the last time you were let down?:	About a year or so ago.
Is there someone you just cannot stand to be around?:	Yes.
What is the best fingernail polish color?:	I like the bluish-green nail polish I have, xP.
Is music a daily part of your life?:	Yes.
Do you drink alcohol regularly?:	No.
What is the nearest purple thing to you?:	A bag of cool ranch doritos.
How long does it take before you fall asleep at night?:	It varies.. Usually about 15-20 minutes if I'm lucky, xP. [[Well, that seems to be all of the questions.. So, I hope you guys have a good night, xP. So, toodles *waves*]].
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The One You Love Created by dravenleerandom and taken 155 times on Bzoink
What is his relationship to you?:	My boyfriend.
His name:	Dustyn.
Age:	21.
Birthday:	June 25, 1987
Hair color:	Dark brown (chestnut brown).
Skin tone:	Tanned.
Body type:	More to love, =].
Style:	Whatever he is comfy in.
Some of his interests:	Playing world of warcraft, writing poetry/stories, playing video games, going out to the movies, etc.
His ambitions/dreams:	He wants to have a house extremely bad.
How is he working towards them?:	He is saving up money from his job to do so.
What is your first memory with him?:	The first time he knocked on my door and seeing that face, =].
What was the turning point, which brought you both closer?:	Everything we had in common; we clicked instantly.
What is you best memory with him?:	Our first kiss, =].
Why:	B/c he asked 'can I please kiss you? I really want to kiss you', it was so sweet, x].
Why are you attracted to him physically?:	I can't describe it. I just find him irresistable, xD.
What attracts you to his personality?:	His sarcasm, xP. Oh, and how caring/loving he is, =].
How did you meet?:	On myspace.
Where:	The first place we met was at my house.
When:	Around the beginning of September.
What are some things he likes to do?:	Play world of warcraft, xP. I thought I already shared this part with you, lol, xP.
What do you two do, when you are together?:	Anything and everything, >x}.
Is there anything about him you dont like?:	How argumentative he can be when he thinks he is always right.
Is there anything you would change?:	No.
What has being around him taught you?:	What true love really is and how wonderful it feels to have someone that you know loves you back without question.
How has he helped you?:	Just being himself, =].
So, How do you really feel about him?:	I love him.
What would you say to him right now if you could?:	That I love him and nothing and no one in this world could change it.
What do you want to happen in the future?:	For us to get married, hold onto the happiness we have now, have a family, have a house, the typical dream we have when we love someone, =].
Does he know any of this?:	Yes, =].
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When he kisses me on the cheek I think....:	How sweet is he, =].
When he kisses me on the mouth during an argument I think...:	Everything is going to be alright.
When a guy slaps you on the ass you think....:	Pervert, lol, xD.
when he holds your hand in public you think...:	I'm glad he isn't afraid to show he is with me in public, =].
when he hurts your feelings by being fake you think....:	What else could go wrong?..
When he kisses you for no reason you think....:	I'm at peace.
when a guy uses way too much tounge you think...:	Too much saliva, xP.
When he looks at you with his baby eyes you think....:	How adorable, x].
when he wears that shirt for the third time you think....:	He's wearing it again? Man, when is he gunna wash it, lol.
when your car smells like him you think....:	I don't have a car, but if it did I'd let myself be engulfed in the thoughts of him.
when he leaves messages like i farted on your myspace you think...:	Goofie grape, but yet I still love him, xD.
when he holds on to long during a kiss you think....:	No such thing as too long in a kiss with him. Its simply heaven for me.
when he finishes before you do you think....:	Oh well. He didn't do it purposefully and there is always tomorrow, xP.
when he makes you laugh for reasons unknown you think....:	He can make me smile regardless of my mood and I'm so thankful.
when he is away, you think....:	God, I miss him...
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